Thursday, September 30, 2010

Its getting sharp on me :)

Coffee, alabama, absolutely beautiful weather, and a fresh connection with Christ.
Life is good.

Life really is what you make it.
I believe love can be like in the movies.
I believe you can fall deeply head over heads with someone and stay that way forever.
You can enjoy your favorite things with this person and they will enjoy them.
such as.
Going to the mattress store and laying on all of them, to later make the bad joke of you snuggled with all the people that buys a mattress.
Drinking coffee for the pure fact it is cool to drink coffee!
Listen to indie music because its just.... well its cool also
and dress up cause you dig it!
You can walk downtown and take pictures !!! And laugh because someone has a booger in their nose!!!!!!
What love doesnt come without is , sacrifice?
It walks hand in hand
then you can have moments where you fuss at one another and then make up with a big sloppy kiss.
You can then hold hands and sing to one another.
and you then find yourself writing songs about that person.
True love is real.
It is in Christ.

" But he who unites himself with the Lord is one with Him in spirit." 1 Cor 6:17

To unite yourself with the love of Christ....
I bet it is so fulfilling....
That laying on mattresses, writing songs, walking downtown, and sipping coffee is transformed into something more beautiful.
Transformed into a date with Christ of romance.
Paul says " I would like for you to be free from concern."he is talking about not getting married.

Paul states his opioin on way he feels its best to stay single...
and simply....
its because no one can satisfy like Christ....
Even in the mist of pauls suffering
no one
could ever
satisfy like the Lord does.

To unite so deeply with the Lord..
is to experience the movie love we all have searched for since P.S. I love you
or whatever movie that was the one that set you over the top for such great wonders.

To mess up along the way..
To lend your heart out is ok..
because the coming back is the best part.

john 3:17" For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through Him."

" God who has called you into fellowship with His Son Jesus Christ our Lord, is faithful." 1 Cor 1:9.

Its time to start having faith and believing that what Jesus said was true.
His promise wont fail.
He came to rescue and to give abundant life, and when the seasons of hard things come through we can rejoice that we are still alive, even though those times suck....
In those times He calls us to be joyous, so how would I walk look if we did such?

Its time to stop, and to start searching for love.
God has all good worked out for those who love Him- Romans8:28.

My mother just admitted to loving third day....
I now disown her, not really.

She is a prime example that Gods love is good.
My folks use to not go to church
Until I started speaking to them and about their hard times
and they went..
they are still going
and hard times are still coming but the point is ... love of God is satisfying.

Its been allllooonngnggngngngngng time since Ive been in love with God and felt change
and I am in a wonderful season where I just have rediscovered.
I have built soooo many relationships, spoken to many people , and traveled everyone to make friendships that are forever changed for the both of us, and to experience this way of thinking again feels great.

Be encourged my friends in this new season, though it may be hard, or joyous.
God is faithful and you wasnt made to fail.

Happy Fall

also my favorite hoilday is here!!!!!
halloweennnnnnnnn yes
scary movies everyday!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

In my veins.

I think its ok to keep secrets between you and God.
Most married couples share everything..... tell one another everything.
Why should it be any different with the maker.

I think its in my veins....
I feel Christ, the spirit to be more excite.
It seems I cant function anymore if I don't meet with Christ.

you know what,
I'll save this thought for myself.
love you.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Its a fight between my heart and mind... no one really wins this time.

"How easily the heart of man is tamed."- J. Tillman.

The heart and mind is a confusing combination.
I look at the relationships I have formed with people and realize that each relationship has its uniqueness attraction.
I don't mean attraction as "your hott" I mean the reason why you like this person.
Each relationship has its own identity is what Im trying to say.
When a young man is looking for love it just so happens that sometimes his heart and mind are on different pages.
Usual this is because lack of time spent with Jesus in deep communication figuring out just what is going on...

This is my case.
I love people so sooo much.
It often leads to heart ache for myself and for others.
I have met wonderful young ladies that some will forever hold a place in my heart, just not hold my heart and looking backing, my choice of words and actions could have been better, but the state of change feels wonderful.
I will not fall back in my old mold, in Christ we are a new creation.

With this case of non equilibrium, often times my mouth speaks before my heart and mind are on the same page.
Love is often a wore out, talked about subject... but if you stop to think about it.. its what we are all after.
You can make up your mind and in your heart to not look but you will find your eye looking at the opposite sex's and wondering.
Its the attraction!!!
For me its not the looks anymore, of course it is to a point, but its attitude and spirit and the " I dont know"
meaning-sometimes you dig someone and you dont even know why.

I think its dangerous when you cant distinguish your feelings correctly.
Not only does it leave heart ache for you but for others also.
I promise ya, I'm the master at this, but we all, yes including you, have a sin that is our downfall.
For you it could be porn, action figures, idols of loving something, etc. for me its the idea of love and falling in it and not being careful of what my heart is really saying.
Dating isnt mentioned in the bible, people would just straight up get married.
I dot want to be that typical Christian guy who thinks and talks about it all the time, I find Jesus to be a wayyy better topic but, its such a beautiful topic.
Does anyone really want to be alone?

Not I.
Join me on my journey of change and growing to become the Christian man I'm called to be.
Its possible with Christ.
So ... conclusion:
You are more then the choices that you make, you are more then the sum of your past mistakes, you are more then the problems you create, you've been remade.

short post, yes.
writing again finally.